Maria Beatriz

Most of us do not believe until we feel afraid or want to ask for something that no one can solve because it is a matter of chance or destiny. I have always said that we must believe in something, in what each one believes is their problem, because I am of the opinion that there is no true religion, despite the fact that everyone thinks that theirs is the only one that has the right to exist. and the rest of us are wrong.

Depending on the age, you love or hate February 14. When I was little I didn't care a bit, I even liked it when my father gave my mother something and bought me some roses too. Going into adolescence everything changes, if for Valentine's Day you don't have a boyfriend, you envy those who make silly faces that day and strut about having received flowers, luckily we were only girls at my school, because now with the mixed schools is worse; A week before Valentine's Day, all the boys and girls are looking for a partner, if only so as not to be marginalized.

A new year is coming shortly, 2022 is already showing a little foot through the door, and I, however, have been confusing myself for months and thinking that the year to come is 2023. It may be the stress, the desire to see this pandemic over ... I don't know, but the fact is that I have eaten unconsciously for a year, I hope it is not a bad omen, because, despite not believing in the future, I always we have those embers of hope that never go out no matter how bad things go.

Many times we ask ourselves: Why us? And we think it is unfair, we feel abandoned by a universe that seems to look at us with indifference. So, as if it wasn't my pessimistic self speaking, I have told you that our lives are complex cogs of a capricious destiny that has a plan for us. My girl looked at me strangely and I tried to explain to her what I had meant: “If you hadn't gone through everything you've been through, now you wouldn't be the fighter you are, now you wouldn't look at others with that empathy that many lack Right now, you wouldn't be the grown-up girl who has overcome every stone on the road year after year.

Today I have understood that the world seems ugly to me. I am not like those philosophers or thinkers who sat and said "I am going to think about this issue", perhaps that is why I am not a philosopher and I will never become famous for my theories. They worked on their thoughts, the universe shows them to me, a beautiful muse whispers them to me and the beauty of an all-powerful Goddess illuminates me.